Well once again i see a relationship come to an end and was it my fault...maybe. I knew what i was getting into cuz she said up front she wasn't ready for a committed relationship. Then she seemed to be changing her mind because she actually decided to get with me. Man i worked hard to keep her happy and she was very happy and i was her sweetest b/f. We also got along very well and conversed well but guess what she still wasn't ready for a committed relationship. HA man did i see it coming. I tried to be optimistic that things were too good to give up but even with that it wasn't enough. Well what can i do it's her lost?? I still feel like i lost because i really liked her and thought we could work and we could of...if she was ready. I just kinda wish that we never hooked up because i didn't want to like her anymore than i did. I mean i'm not crying or very angry but i am pissed. I guess my theroy was right that women just like to fool around or want someboy to treat them wrong until they get fed up and then they want to move on to mr right. Well guess what that's not how mr right operates. I am human and i have feelings and the way she felt back then just never change so why even start....i wonder. Well i prob won't get much sleep tongiht but i have no choice but to move on. I know one day i'll find a girl that is ready to be swept off her feet because that's all i really ask from a woman....everything esle i got in check. It's a shame because i really really liked her but i know from experience you can't force someone to be with you so i had to let her go. If she don't want me i won't make her stay because the girl i marry will want me...bad. Good guys always finish last but i sure do hope it's true that we get the last laugh cuz right now i'm not laughing....
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